Since we've became friends.
Many things happened over those past months.
Happiness, sadness.
Separation, and reunion.
Over a short period of time that felt long and short at the same time.
I was planning to meet up with you at this day.
Unfortunately, you also have plans.
I wish to tell you everything I have to say on this day.
The things I've always wanted to tell you since summer.
To understand me better, and to know me more as a person.
But sadly, you're not here.
You're my best friend.
I trust you more than anyone.
But whenever I need you, you're nowhere in reach.
I'm upset.
I cannot tell you we've been friends for eleven months.
I also cannot ask you to meet up any longer, as well.
I'm afraid that you might hate me.
Therefore, I'll just keep my mouth shut.
I may lost hope.
Hopefully, I'll get up once again.
I'll deal with this pain.
Because I know, we'll meet up soon and the pain will be gone.
Someday.
I'll regain that hope.
You're my best friend, after all.
On the bright side,
It's been eleven months. Isn't that something?
I mean, it's quite a short time actually.
But...you've gain my trust over those months!
Or rather...I gave you my trust.
We may not be talking as often as before. But I know we will talk someday!
I will wait until that day comes.
Until then, I will wait.
//Christian.
